Stop Time and Space.

  Just had our Physics Unit Exam. Ugh

Holy Gods. Physics is really a fun subject, really, but ugh when you're answering a damn test and if the damn clock cannot even goddamn stop or pause or stop for a mere ten minutes, then you're gonna have a bad time. :)

Ugh. an hour, heck even two, is not enough for you to answer the damn test.
ohgod. excuse my explicit french talks. just venting. :)))



Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :")

Falling but never touching ground.

I guess I promised this in my earlier posts, so I've come to say it now.

The Dan in my description is a straight guy that I've fallen for.

(how very brokeback mountain of me, but I guess the difference is that he REMAINED straight)

This is our story (wow so much drama)

1st year: We were not friends. we were acquaintances. I never noticed him, he never noticed me not noticing him. it was just that.

2nd year: I was asked by a girl to accompany her to prom. and this girl had a friend, and so the girl asked me if I knew anybody that could go with her. I suggested this Dan person (yeah Why? We weren't even friends. but idk i forgot iguess)

Please bear in mind that I have not have a crush on him yet at this point.

so we were always together because we had to practice a dance thingie so yeah. and after that Prom thingie (which happened in March 10 btw)

came summer. and that summer, he broke up with his girlfriend (I found out through the best friend of his girlfriend who I'm also on nice terms with) and I texted him to like comfort him and everything. According to my memory, which may be wrong, we texted almost everyday, me comforting him and him being comforted by me. (excuse the stupidity, I try to be funny)

Then like a little ways before three weeks of classes, I knew I'd fallen for him, thiugh Idk how.

3rd year: I didn't see him the first day. the second day, he came barging in our classroom and immediately hugged me and whispered something to me. and I was like: Fuck Noe don't even frigging move.

To make this short, I told him after 2 weeks and asked him to leave the the hell alone. and I avoided him and didn't answer his questions and shits.

And then one day, one of my classmates told me that he was bragging that I had a crush on him. like shit dude I don't even know why I had a crush on you. pls go die.

And I still want him but of course I can't have him and he and his ex made up but the a few days before their anniversary, he was caught cheating (!!!!!!) and they broke up. his ex is one of my friends and you just couldn't hate her and it's pretty obvious that they still love each other.

Everybody knows of my crush with him, but I guess what really pushed me to write this is the fact that he seems to be like mushing the improbability that we would be together in my face. hmm

He could be disgusted but who the fuck knows, right?

That's it. oh and btw, I try to avoid him. TRY. Emphasis on TRY

That's my drama, what's yours? Come on, tell me. :)

Noe says HI, theen GOODBYE. :))

LOVE PENTAGONS. Everybody hates 'em.

 This is an example I got from the Internet. duh

I mean there is probably nobody out there in our very polluted and beautiful world that hasn't either participated or has bore witness to a LOVE TRIANGLE.

And I speak from the deepest depths of my heart with this and with all the things I learned from experience (wow drama much?) that those kinds of love relation-shits never end to everybody's gain.

like in the example above, 3 % probably would graduate with a heavy and badly broken heart. they would part ways with one another with only the lingering memory of a make-out session underneath the bleachers or a stolen exciting blowjob in the football locker rooms to remind them the joys of being a high school student.

 I know you really can't handle yourself, or your heart for that matter, because you are not the one that chooses who you love. So I or you cannot really, not that you are, blame yourself for falling hard and deep and irrevocably in love with that perfect specimen of the human specie. (atleast in your eyes) ;)

So I will end here, wishing you the best in your current and future love affairs, that you may end in terms that benefits both parties. XD




Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. Sayonara --

I made a PUN!! yay

CRAVE IN. JOIN THE DARK SIDE.

hahaha get it? CRAVE IN? haha

it was supposed to be GIVE IN. YEAHHH.

hahaha.