Falling but never touching ground.

I guess I promised this in my earlier posts, so I've come to say it now.

The Dan in my description is a straight guy that I've fallen for.

(how very brokeback mountain of me, but I guess the difference is that he REMAINED straight)

This is our story (wow so much drama)

1st year: We were not friends. we were acquaintances. I never noticed him, he never noticed me not noticing him. it was just that.

2nd year: I was asked by a girl to accompany her to prom. and this girl had a friend, and so the girl asked me if I knew anybody that could go with her. I suggested this Dan person (yeah Why? We weren't even friends. but idk i forgot iguess)

Please bear in mind that I have not have a crush on him yet at this point.

so we were always together because we had to practice a dance thingie so yeah. and after that Prom thingie (which happened in March 10 btw)

came summer. and that summer, he broke up with his girlfriend (I found out through the best friend of his girlfriend who I'm also on nice terms with) and I texted him to like comfort him and everything. According to my memory, which may be wrong, we texted almost everyday, me comforting him and him being comforted by me. (excuse the stupidity, I try to be funny)

Then like a little ways before three weeks of classes, I knew I'd fallen for him, thiugh Idk how.

3rd year: I didn't see him the first day. the second day, he came barging in our classroom and immediately hugged me and whispered something to me. and I was like: Fuck Noe don't even frigging move.

To make this short, I told him after 2 weeks and asked him to leave the the hell alone. and I avoided him and didn't answer his questions and shits.

And then one day, one of my classmates told me that he was bragging that I had a crush on him. like shit dude I don't even know why I had a crush on you. pls go die.

And I still want him but of course I can't have him and he and his ex made up but the a few days before their anniversary, he was caught cheating (!!!!!!) and they broke up. his ex is one of my friends and you just couldn't hate her and it's pretty obvious that they still love each other.

Everybody knows of my crush with him, but I guess what really pushed me to write this is the fact that he seems to be like mushing the improbability that we would be together in my face. hmm

He could be disgusted but who the fuck knows, right?

That's it. oh and btw, I try to avoid him. TRY. Emphasis on TRY

That's my drama, what's yours? Come on, tell me. :)

Noe says HI, theen GOODBYE. :))