Be still, my aching heart.

Want.

Can you see the perfection there? I don't even know what has gotten to me these past few days but it feels like I'm mentally pregnant. Yes, you heard me, I said MENTALLY PREGNANT.

How is that. you ask? Well, I guess it has something to do with me craving for a lot of random things for no apparent reason.

Like a HUG in the middle of our MATH CLASS.

A sweet TEXT MESSAGE while in said MATH CLASS.

and more. :)

SO ugh. That is all.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE, albeit, in a daze of longing and hope. XDD

Cory Monteith. 'nuff said.

R.I.P Cory Montieth.

I won't go and say I love you and everything because I wasn't even a fan of yours until I started watching Glee last month. (iknow it's late). But we will miss you. You were one of the best talents of today's generation.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE, albeit in a daze of sorrow.

Stop Time and Space.

  Just had our Physics Unit Exam. Ugh

Holy Gods. Physics is really a fun subject, really, but ugh when you're answering a damn test and if the damn clock cannot even goddamn stop or pause or stop for a mere ten minutes, then you're gonna have a bad time. :)

Ugh. an hour, heck even two, is not enough for you to answer the damn test.
ohgod. excuse my explicit french talks. just venting. :)))



Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :")

All American Cowboy.

Here is Steve Grand. :)))

He is so perfect. XD

Watch his awesome video here. 

All American Boy - Steve Grand. :)

It's kinda about him and this guy and unrequited love and whiskey and skinny dipping and lake kisses and bonfires. XD

That is all.

Noe says HI then GOODBYE. :)

Lightwoods.

SHADOWHUNTER HAIKUS

 For Alec:
 Black and Sapphire blue
 Aching for a love that's true
 Patiently, he waits.

 For Jace:
 Gold, Blond and in love
 Angel's blood and Demon's bile
 Duels for endless days.

For Isabelle:
 Clad in black and heels
 Breaking hearts and demon ribs
 Yearns a vampire's kiss.


That is all.   :)


Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. XD

Red: The color of Love, War, and Death.

Red as the sky as the sun does set,

Red as the blood that drips stale and wet.

Red as the heart that beats and cracks,

And red as the flame that burns and blacks.

As the blood in the sky spreads far and wide,

that leaks to the sea our enemies cried.

Hence, the blue of the water is tainted red,

and out the essence of life, balance is bled.

Hello. :)

I hope you like it. It's short though. :))

I wrote it while waiting for my teacher to finish talking during our orientation. XD

ohh and remember, If you want something written, I can do it. :) YAY

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :)

The Yin and Yang of life.

Ya know, you should believe in the thing that they call Balance of Emotions.

It's true. like seriously. If you don't believe in them, take a moment to think about an instance when you were sad, or angry, or just plain mad at the whole world, then think back if you were uncharacteristically happy before said negativity. :)

 oh and one more thing: Once you know about this, YOU CANNOT UN-KNOW ABOUT IT. and it will ruin your life. NYAHAHAHA. I am evil. XD

Noe says HI then GOODBYE. :)

Falling but never touching ground.

I guess I promised this in my earlier posts, so I've come to say it now.

The Dan in my description is a straight guy that I've fallen for.

(how very brokeback mountain of me, but I guess the difference is that he REMAINED straight)

This is our story (wow so much drama)

1st year: We were not friends. we were acquaintances. I never noticed him, he never noticed me not noticing him. it was just that.

2nd year: I was asked by a girl to accompany her to prom. and this girl had a friend, and so the girl asked me if I knew anybody that could go with her. I suggested this Dan person (yeah Why? We weren't even friends. but idk i forgot iguess)

Please bear in mind that I have not have a crush on him yet at this point.

so we were always together because we had to practice a dance thingie so yeah. and after that Prom thingie (which happened in March 10 btw)

came summer. and that summer, he broke up with his girlfriend (I found out through the best friend of his girlfriend who I'm also on nice terms with) and I texted him to like comfort him and everything. According to my memory, which may be wrong, we texted almost everyday, me comforting him and him being comforted by me. (excuse the stupidity, I try to be funny)

Then like a little ways before three weeks of classes, I knew I'd fallen for him, thiugh Idk how.

3rd year: I didn't see him the first day. the second day, he came barging in our classroom and immediately hugged me and whispered something to me. and I was like: Fuck Noe don't even frigging move.

To make this short, I told him after 2 weeks and asked him to leave the the hell alone. and I avoided him and didn't answer his questions and shits.

And then one day, one of my classmates told me that he was bragging that I had a crush on him. like shit dude I don't even know why I had a crush on you. pls go die.

And I still want him but of course I can't have him and he and his ex made up but the a few days before their anniversary, he was caught cheating (!!!!!!) and they broke up. his ex is one of my friends and you just couldn't hate her and it's pretty obvious that they still love each other.

Everybody knows of my crush with him, but I guess what really pushed me to write this is the fact that he seems to be like mushing the improbability that we would be together in my face. hmm

He could be disgusted but who the fuck knows, right?

That's it. oh and btw, I try to avoid him. TRY. Emphasis on TRY

That's my drama, what's yours? Come on, tell me. :)

Noe says HI, theen GOODBYE. :))

It doesn't matter.

Cutting doesn't mean you're worthless. It doesn't make you any lesser. I'm not saying that you should cut, I'm just saying that if you do, you shouldn't let yourself accept all the crap people throw your way. Yes, they have the right to have an opinion, but it doesn't mean that they can judge you and get away with it.

Don't just sit there and accept all the insults and labels and discrimination. Let them burn in hell. :)


I don't know what happened. I just changed views all of a sudden. HAHA.

Okay bye.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :)

LOVE PENTAGONS. Everybody hates 'em.

 This is an example I got from the Internet. duh

I mean there is probably nobody out there in our very polluted and beautiful world that hasn't either participated or has bore witness to a LOVE TRIANGLE.

And I speak from the deepest depths of my heart with this and with all the things I learned from experience (wow drama much?) that those kinds of love relation-shits never end to everybody's gain.

like in the example above, 3 % probably would graduate with a heavy and badly broken heart. they would part ways with one another with only the lingering memory of a make-out session underneath the bleachers or a stolen exciting blowjob in the football locker rooms to remind them the joys of being a high school student.

 I know you really can't handle yourself, or your heart for that matter, because you are not the one that chooses who you love. So I or you cannot really, not that you are, blame yourself for falling hard and deep and irrevocably in love with that perfect specimen of the human specie. (atleast in your eyes) ;)

So I will end here, wishing you the best in your current and future love affairs, that you may end in terms that benefits both parties. XD




Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. Sayonara --

I made a PUN!! yay

CRAVE IN. JOIN THE DARK SIDE.

hahaha get it? CRAVE IN? haha

it was supposed to be GIVE IN. YEAHHH.

hahaha.

Underwater Touch of a fan-author. XD

 SO I was reading a fanfiction of Percy Jackson and the Olympians (it's yaoi sorry) like the pairing was Luke and Percy.

 But that's not the point. The point of this blog entry is that the author of the masterpiece wrote the story in a way so awesome and sweet that the most tacky and cliched of moments turned into a VERY heart wrenching and tooth-achingly sweet piece of art. *swooooon*

 The parts that touched me the most and what I read like over and over and over and over again was the part where Luke would casually ruffle Percy's hair and say "you're adorable" and there was the time where Clarisse told a very embarrassing story about Percy and he blushed like Hades and Luke hugged him close and kissed his head and said: "you're so adorable"


okay ENOUGH.

the point is that one of the best times was when the two of them were both scuba diving and Luke dragged Percy like to the bottom of the shallow-ish sea floor and kneeled on one knee and TOOK OUT A RED VELVET BOX WITH A FRIGGIN GOLD RING INSIDE ---- and I was like HOLZY SHITZ that is so FRICKIN ROMANTICCCC!!!!!!!!!!!

my dears, alas, I cannot find two guys. so just pretend these are 2 guys. OKAY? SO CUTE.



btw if you ship them or support Yaoi, visit these very awesome authors. okay.
FIRST AWESOME AUTHOR
SECOND AWESOMER AUTHOR




That is all my sexy loves. :))


Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :))))))))