Be still, my aching heart.

Want.

Can you see the perfection there? I don't even know what has gotten to me these past few days but it feels like I'm mentally pregnant. Yes, you heard me, I said MENTALLY PREGNANT.

How is that. you ask? Well, I guess it has something to do with me craving for a lot of random things for no apparent reason.

Like a HUG in the middle of our MATH CLASS.

A sweet TEXT MESSAGE while in said MATH CLASS.

and more. :)

SO ugh. That is all.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE, albeit, in a daze of longing and hope. XDD

Cory Monteith. 'nuff said.

R.I.P Cory Montieth.

I won't go and say I love you and everything because I wasn't even a fan of yours until I started watching Glee last month. (iknow it's late). But we will miss you. You were one of the best talents of today's generation.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE, albeit in a daze of sorrow.

Stop Time and Space.

  Just had our Physics Unit Exam. Ugh

Holy Gods. Physics is really a fun subject, really, but ugh when you're answering a damn test and if the damn clock cannot even goddamn stop or pause or stop for a mere ten minutes, then you're gonna have a bad time. :)

Ugh. an hour, heck even two, is not enough for you to answer the damn test.
ohgod. excuse my explicit french talks. just venting. :)))



Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :")

All American Cowboy.

Here is Steve Grand. :)))

He is so perfect. XD

Watch his awesome video here. 

All American Boy - Steve Grand. :)

It's kinda about him and this guy and unrequited love and whiskey and skinny dipping and lake kisses and bonfires. XD

That is all.

Noe says HI then GOODBYE. :)

Lightwoods.

SHADOWHUNTER HAIKUS

 For Alec:
 Black and Sapphire blue
 Aching for a love that's true
 Patiently, he waits.

 For Jace:
 Gold, Blond and in love
 Angel's blood and Demon's bile
 Duels for endless days.

For Isabelle:
 Clad in black and heels
 Breaking hearts and demon ribs
 Yearns a vampire's kiss.


That is all.   :)


Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. XD

Red: The color of Love, War, and Death.

Red as the sky as the sun does set,

Red as the blood that drips stale and wet.

Red as the heart that beats and cracks,

And red as the flame that burns and blacks.

As the blood in the sky spreads far and wide,

that leaks to the sea our enemies cried.

Hence, the blue of the water is tainted red,

and out the essence of life, balance is bled.

Hello. :)

I hope you like it. It's short though. :))

I wrote it while waiting for my teacher to finish talking during our orientation. XD

ohh and remember, If you want something written, I can do it. :) YAY

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :)

The Yin and Yang of life.

Ya know, you should believe in the thing that they call Balance of Emotions.

It's true. like seriously. If you don't believe in them, take a moment to think about an instance when you were sad, or angry, or just plain mad at the whole world, then think back if you were uncharacteristically happy before said negativity. :)

 oh and one more thing: Once you know about this, YOU CANNOT UN-KNOW ABOUT IT. and it will ruin your life. NYAHAHAHA. I am evil. XD

Noe says HI then GOODBYE. :)

Falling but never touching ground.

I guess I promised this in my earlier posts, so I've come to say it now.

The Dan in my description is a straight guy that I've fallen for.

(how very brokeback mountain of me, but I guess the difference is that he REMAINED straight)

This is our story (wow so much drama)

1st year: We were not friends. we were acquaintances. I never noticed him, he never noticed me not noticing him. it was just that.

2nd year: I was asked by a girl to accompany her to prom. and this girl had a friend, and so the girl asked me if I knew anybody that could go with her. I suggested this Dan person (yeah Why? We weren't even friends. but idk i forgot iguess)

Please bear in mind that I have not have a crush on him yet at this point.

so we were always together because we had to practice a dance thingie so yeah. and after that Prom thingie (which happened in March 10 btw)

came summer. and that summer, he broke up with his girlfriend (I found out through the best friend of his girlfriend who I'm also on nice terms with) and I texted him to like comfort him and everything. According to my memory, which may be wrong, we texted almost everyday, me comforting him and him being comforted by me. (excuse the stupidity, I try to be funny)

Then like a little ways before three weeks of classes, I knew I'd fallen for him, thiugh Idk how.

3rd year: I didn't see him the first day. the second day, he came barging in our classroom and immediately hugged me and whispered something to me. and I was like: Fuck Noe don't even frigging move.

To make this short, I told him after 2 weeks and asked him to leave the the hell alone. and I avoided him and didn't answer his questions and shits.

And then one day, one of my classmates told me that he was bragging that I had a crush on him. like shit dude I don't even know why I had a crush on you. pls go die.

And I still want him but of course I can't have him and he and his ex made up but the a few days before their anniversary, he was caught cheating (!!!!!!) and they broke up. his ex is one of my friends and you just couldn't hate her and it's pretty obvious that they still love each other.

Everybody knows of my crush with him, but I guess what really pushed me to write this is the fact that he seems to be like mushing the improbability that we would be together in my face. hmm

He could be disgusted but who the fuck knows, right?

That's it. oh and btw, I try to avoid him. TRY. Emphasis on TRY

That's my drama, what's yours? Come on, tell me. :)

Noe says HI, theen GOODBYE. :))

It doesn't matter.

Cutting doesn't mean you're worthless. It doesn't make you any lesser. I'm not saying that you should cut, I'm just saying that if you do, you shouldn't let yourself accept all the crap people throw your way. Yes, they have the right to have an opinion, but it doesn't mean that they can judge you and get away with it.

Don't just sit there and accept all the insults and labels and discrimination. Let them burn in hell. :)


I don't know what happened. I just changed views all of a sudden. HAHA.

Okay bye.

Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :)

LOVE PENTAGONS. Everybody hates 'em.

 This is an example I got from the Internet. duh

I mean there is probably nobody out there in our very polluted and beautiful world that hasn't either participated or has bore witness to a LOVE TRIANGLE.

And I speak from the deepest depths of my heart with this and with all the things I learned from experience (wow drama much?) that those kinds of love relation-shits never end to everybody's gain.

like in the example above, 3 % probably would graduate with a heavy and badly broken heart. they would part ways with one another with only the lingering memory of a make-out session underneath the bleachers or a stolen exciting blowjob in the football locker rooms to remind them the joys of being a high school student.

 I know you really can't handle yourself, or your heart for that matter, because you are not the one that chooses who you love. So I or you cannot really, not that you are, blame yourself for falling hard and deep and irrevocably in love with that perfect specimen of the human specie. (atleast in your eyes) ;)

So I will end here, wishing you the best in your current and future love affairs, that you may end in terms that benefits both parties. XD




Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. Sayonara --

I made a PUN!! yay

CRAVE IN. JOIN THE DARK SIDE.

hahaha get it? CRAVE IN? haha

it was supposed to be GIVE IN. YEAHHH.

hahaha.

Underwater Touch of a fan-author. XD

 SO I was reading a fanfiction of Percy Jackson and the Olympians (it's yaoi sorry) like the pairing was Luke and Percy.

 But that's not the point. The point of this blog entry is that the author of the masterpiece wrote the story in a way so awesome and sweet that the most tacky and cliched of moments turned into a VERY heart wrenching and tooth-achingly sweet piece of art. *swooooon*

 The parts that touched me the most and what I read like over and over and over and over again was the part where Luke would casually ruffle Percy's hair and say "you're adorable" and there was the time where Clarisse told a very embarrassing story about Percy and he blushed like Hades and Luke hugged him close and kissed his head and said: "you're so adorable"


okay ENOUGH.

the point is that one of the best times was when the two of them were both scuba diving and Luke dragged Percy like to the bottom of the shallow-ish sea floor and kneeled on one knee and TOOK OUT A RED VELVET BOX WITH A FRIGGIN GOLD RING INSIDE ---- and I was like HOLZY SHITZ that is so FRICKIN ROMANTICCCC!!!!!!!!!!!

my dears, alas, I cannot find two guys. so just pretend these are 2 guys. OKAY? SO CUTE.



btw if you ship them or support Yaoi, visit these very awesome authors. okay.
FIRST AWESOME AUTHOR
SECOND AWESOMER AUTHOR




That is all my sexy loves. :))


Noe says HI, then GOODBYE. :))))))))

Why the RPU's never set foot on earth.

*TEACHERS. (not every one, just mine)

the dictators of our generations. the guards that hold our dear deep imaginations close to them and crush it with their vise-like grips.

and let us not forget, they are the ones that destroy the hopes of rainbow pooping unicorns ever living here. (because they are in contrast to every thing happy, and the rainbow pooping unicorns can sense that)

So if by any chance you feel the cold deep, dark, brooding loneliness and you want to sit in your couch hogging down chocolate and vanilla ice cream and just want to cuddle with a rainbow pooping unicorn, you know who to blame. (see * if confused)

Look at it!! Don't you just want to see it flying around or above you while you lay down on the sweet green grass on the park, surrounded by the laughing annoying children that have no plans in life but to run around and laugh?

HAHA ok
I'm just saying. Don't blame me if after many centuries you uncover this very amazing blog at the bottom of your great grandfather's very explicit history page, and the RPU's are finally flying/walking in our world, and you by chance have a cuddle with them and ACCIDENTALLY STAB YOUR SELF AND YOUR COUSIN WHO IS SITTING BESIDE YOU WITH ITS VERY SWIRLY AND GLITTERY HORN.

That is all, Thank you. :)


Talk to me. yaaay

Noe says HI then GOODBYE. *

Tongue-tied and Brain-fried.

What I want to say to him.

And every time I try, I just can't. It just feels like a shackle of metallic fear circles around my neck and wrings it so tight, I'm left with no choice but to stay silent.

Enough with the serious.

btw my dear readers, I was in Facebook a while ago, and I saw this guy change his Profile Picture to a picture of him and my HIM. (let's call my HIM, Dan.) ok?

and of course, I can't say this in FB because he will see this so, I'm saying it here.

I've had my suspicions about him and if he has a crush in Dan, because I would catch him with his eyes roaming around. hmmmm.

okay, so I'm here to talk, so... mesasge me or something? hahaha.

if you have a tumblr, you can send me a message here: fore-pl4y.tumblr.com/ask

Goodbye and Thank You for listening to my inner ramblings. :))

Taking requests. :)))

 HI. so okaaay. if you want me to write something or review a book or anything at all, just ask me. I'll try to get back at you as soon as possible.

 But there's a problem. I don't know how you can contact me. maybe comment or something? but if you know how, just contact me, and I'll do it.

 If you need help in school, as long as it's literature related, I'll try to help. so okaaay.

 ACCEPTING REQUESTS. :))









This is Noe, saying HI, then GOODBYE. XD

Fading out.

A lot of men go back and forth,

reaching for the top.

Their walks are tired and backs are low,

 but they will never stop.

And as they reached the top and screamed out loud,

saying Hurrah a thousand times,

They stabbed the ground with their flag,

and proclaimed the land all thine.

And as the sea-farers and pilots felt the world shake,

they all panicked and screamed, fearing their lives are at stake.

But as the Earth rumbled and roared in pain,

the sky was as blue as the heavens clear of rain.

For things as natural as the shaking of the earth,

makes humans panic, making the worst sound ever heard.

And the heavens above opened to reveal,

a place beyond the clouds without a trace of fear.

And a light so bright that it pains to look.

you look away, and the earth rumble, and as it shook,

lights shine down all around,

burning little bonfires on the ground.

You see the world unfurl before your eyes,

brimming with culture, life, and lies.

And as your tears fall to the floor, small and sad,

you reminisce all the things you did, good or bad.

And a mahogany door opens, revealing a place,

where your feelings of love, affection, and compassion stays.

And as fast as the cloud of angels appeared,

all becomes black, to darkness you feared.

The heaven you glimpsed faded fast in your mind,

Your mindset returning to humanity's kind.

---The End---

I hope it's okay. I kind of wrote it in class, bored. :)

Again, Noe says HI then GOODBYE, :))

Introduction of Characters. :)))

 SO I have lost the point of this blog. this is supposed to be a blog of

(a) John Greenian levels,
(b) A place for the best and worst of FANDOM WARS, which I m really looking forward to, but don't really know how such a thing could happen here; and
(c) it is to be a literaturic statue for people that I adore, especially Ed Sheeran, the best musician ever, Marlon Luis Teixeira, MOU MORU, (that is Greek for something) and STEREK. hahahaha. muy OTP. XDD


 I have finished reading Paper Towns yesterday, and the end left a lot to be imagined. HAHA.

John Green

Say hi to the best authors ever, atleast for me. :)

David Levithan

So we're done with that. :)

hmmm. What next?


Let me introduce to you Ed Sheeran, aforementioned best musician ever, again, atleast to me.

There we have it. Hahaha. I am currently addicted to his song, Homeless. It's just perfect. :)
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and next is Marlon Luis Teixeira, a 22 year-old Brazilian Model. But sorry, I've called dibs. :D (in this photo, we have his best friend, who is now a father, Francisco Lachowski. )
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We also have The Mortal Instruments, aka the best miracle that has happened to our generation. :) and we have the cast here.
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And lastly, we have STEREK. or Stiles Stilinski and Derek Hale. get it? Sterek. HAHAHA. okk. They are the best OTP ever. They are not really in a relationship but we just ship them so hard it hurts.

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OH MY FEEEEEEEEEEELS!!!!!! IT'S TOOOO MUUUUUUCH!!!!!!!!!

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SO now that you've met the awesomeness that my life revolves around, You can read my posts and understand my extreme addiction. :)))))

 Keep on staying updated with my daily, weekly or bi-monthly ramblings. GOODBYE AND THANK YOU FOR READING. :))))


the hot perfection that is me is now signing off. :DDDD Sayonara ---

Looking For The Fault In Our Paper Towns with Will Grayson and Katherines.

 THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY. hahaha.

 So I have a promise to read all of John Green's books. so okay. I have read them all, except for Paper Towns, which I am reading at the moment. oh John Green, you literary miracle. :)))

 So if it isn't obvious yet, this blog would probably be about books and Fandoms (but that's for later posts)

       So TFIOS was, and still is, awesome. I've read it like so many times but I still sissy-cry at certain folds of the hard and paperbound awesomeness. Especially (spoiler alert) at the part where Augustus didn't know how to insert the tube in him in his truck (you know that part?) and he said: I can't even not smoke anymore. And Hazel called the goddamn ambulance. Enough sissy-crying. yaaaay

I am writing this like in the morning of our Acquaintance Party, so I don't have that much time. This would be the part 1, and it will be continued laterrrr. OK

FIGHTING!!! go 4th YEARS!!!! *ahem Jacinth
oh and for Eda, I will start calling him love. (I will tell you this story in a later post.)



My name is Sebastian Verlac, and I am the devil's spawn. :)))) INCEST


buuuuyyyyyeeee!!!!!